Everis-Cale

If only you knew how much you were needed How much you were required and how much you were loved It would be simple to just tell you But where would the reward in that be? Sometimes you leave, others you are taken before your time But the end result is the same You are still gone, and there is still a space where you belong Sometimes it is hard to show how much you mean To show how much you do without realising To make you understand the difference that you make to our lives Sometimes I wonder if your better off not knowing If it would be simpler to keep this all to myself But then I think of the happiness this could bring to you

I'm sure everyone knows the saying the heart wants what the heart wants. And in many cases this is far too true. Now, wanting something, there's nothing wrong with that in any way or form, it's not hurting anyone or doing anything to anyone. But then there is the situation where the heart wants what the heart can't have. Now this is where things can become complicated. There are somethings like this that you simply have to let go of, move on and enjoy your life, but there are others that the attraction is too great, great enough that it causes pain, longing, anger or depression. I am in the latter of those two situations as of the current

that I can be fine all day, happy, cheerful, smiling and laughing. Then as soon as night strikes, and the sun fades beyond the horizon, my cheerful bright mood seems to fade along with it. Its as if the night brings out the true nature that I hide within myself with out my realizing it. I hate it, I hate that I can't be cheerful during the night, regardless of who is around me, or what we are doing. Don't know what it is, but its only during the dark hours of the day, that I feel like this at all....